I never understood how one person in the marriage could stop trying , stop loving , stop caring, to me that is the ultimate disappointment, you vow to spend the rest of your life with someone (which is a HUGE commitment) and one day they just pretty much decide they don't want you in their life.... how does this happen? Although we have'nt divorced or have'nt separated actions speak louder then words , body language says a lot too, and I'm being crushed over here. I want my family back , I want the person back that I married, I want him to love me again , but what did I do to loose his love to begin with? I could ask myself this until I was crazy, but in the end I will have the same answer....It's not me....
I am nolonger the person that makes him happy , I am no longer the person he wants to spend his life with and honestly maybe I never really was. you can't get water from a well that is dry.
Is it possible to grieve a marriage?
Is it possible to save a marriage or should I just give up, I believe if one person is willing to try it can be saved but honestly I'm so hurt right now I just want to crawl up in a ball and roll away. the old saying misery loves company, him being unhappy is really eating at me and bringing me down, and it's not worth my mental well-being...
I know I can be strong and get through this but it sure isn't easy and it hurts so bad.
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