When I turned around 13 years old I noticed something odd about my mothers behavior, and some of you will be shocked that I had the balls to write this in my blog but I do feel it has contributed to who I am today.
I would always want to go with my mom, and she would always tell me no not today maybe another day , another day NEVER came, she was hiding something and it was obvious! Then the day of truth came and our lives were changed forever a kid I went to school with said to me " your mom is cheating on your dad". Now just imagine being in the sixth grade and all the kids on your bus talking about what a hoe your mom is.....
so then after that day it ALL made perfect sense.... it's not that she didn't want to spend time with me she was having an affair AND IT WAS obvious!
so for two years I kept the "secret" to myself... until it took over me I began shoplifting , drinking , smoking pot anything I could think of to take me away from the betrayal I felt, until one day I was like my dad don't deserve to be the laughing stock of our community and I confronted her in front of him, of course she denied it but we all know the truth, my dad even realizes it now. after that our relationship has Never been the same. she disowned me told me she didn't
care if she ever seen me alive again blah! blah! well I'm sorry but you should not have been cheating on my dad! plain and simple!
It got to be way to much heartache to deal with so I moved out and in with my high school boyfriend Jeremy.
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