Surviving a Broken heart........

There is no magic remedy to survive a broken heart, after things ended with Jeremy I NEVER would have thought my heart would ever love again, and honestly in a way it never has , I have never allowed another person to have that much control over my emotions because I don't ever want to feel that weak again. I actually thought my life would end, my whole entire world existed of this one person. I will never open myself up to that much vulnerability again because well it sucked big time and I think any person can understand that when you've been crushed your crushed for a long time.

I never thought I would ever know what it would feel like to feel alive again because all I could hope for was death to fall upon me, I was in bad shape emotionally and physically.

Then I picked up the pieces one by one and I started working out, I started taking to people and I started loving myself again. It is so easy to love someone else more then you love yourself been there done that and it won't ever happen again, the past was hurtful but it has also made me a strong independent woman today, I'm proud of the fact that I love myself for me and I'm not putting myself down to allow others to hurt me.

surviving a broken heart begins with self acceptance.
and only caring about what makes you happy before you can bring happiness to another you must feel a certain joy within, and it makes sense because I know I enjoy being around happy people. Building your self -esteem back up to a high is crucial.

I used to think "ooh I wasn't good enough" now my attitude is " I can do better anyway".
seek out the faults in others rather then yourself because you will soon realize the person you thought was once "SO PERFECT" is not and it will make you feel better.

My saving grace was meeting an amazing guy online that made me feel alive again, he reminded me that there is a life out there worth living , things to do and see places to go rather then crying into my pillow every night and that person is DAVID.