I met Jeremy my ninth grade year we were friends but I always thought he was cute... over the summer I called him and asked him out and we started seeing each other, in the beginning I thought he walked on water, I loved his family, they loved me, after the first year I started staying the night there sharing holidays with them, I pictured myself as a permanent fixture in his life forever.
After two years we had a few fights but it still was wonderful, everyone at school knew us as the couple that lasted the longest...:)
After three years things started to dwindle he became more controlling over me, he wanted me all to himself he was very jealous of my friends , so I gave him everything, I pretty much gave up my friends to keep him happy.
The fourth year things got really bad he became verbally and physically abusive and then I found out he cheated on me so we broke up I was devastated.
I was back at home in that hell hole my heart was broken I just wanted to give up, I actually wanted to die because I felt like the hurt would never go away at least when I was with Jeremy I had a "family" but after we broke up I had noone , no friends , no family life.
We were broken up for a whole year , dating other people and his mom called me out of the blue one day telling me she thought he still loved me and that we needed to try to work things out... so I called him we were together for 9 months and things weren't like how they used to be, I wanted out and fast, then I found out he had bought me an engagement ring that's when I really called it quits it's funny all those years that's what I wanted from him but deep down the thought of marrying HIM terrified me, that's when I KNEW it was over. we had already done way too much damage to our relationship to ever recover, Now I hear that he is married and has a kid and I think to myself wow! & years we dedicated to each other only to end up with someone else that's pretty sad if you ask me.... but at the same time I'm glad that we both finally found TRUE HAPPINESS
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